Its unfortunate because I love drugs

Truly insightful. Youre so smart. That being said, please don’t give anyone you love advice.

Thanks. It’s like people think I’m asking if I can be a deadbeat or something. I’m 100% on board with giving this kid my best. I just wanted to know if it would ever feel better running myself ragged.

My brain just figured out i can throw on my headphones last night because theyre comminicating no useful information. I’ve been talking her down a lot over the past few days and she had a call with her college friend who’s now a pediatrician which helped her hit a new calmness that I haven’t seen in a while.

Very much holding out for when we’re able to actually connect/communicate and start development in can actually comprehend.

Them forces WEAK

I’ve been smelling it knowing that’s a thing. It does have a distinct smell to it that developed after ~2 weeks but it’s not triggering anything for me. It’s neither good nor bad unless he has shat himself.

Taking notes. Thanks for the help

Shifting the goal posts banking on this. Every time I said something like “they’re not real people until you can start communicating with them” i caught a bunch of flack. Glad I’m not the only one. People always asked me if I wanted to meet their 8wk old baby and I saw no point to it.

She didn’t really know what she was in for. I don’t blame her. We started with 1 and we’re seeing how that goes.

Already tried to make it very clear that I intend to and already am doing everything i can for this kid. I have no intention of being a bad father. It’s just that I’m not feeling the passion everyone told me I would.

Yeah. Definitely trying to quell at least the outward if not inward resentment. I don’t hate the kid, I just have no “natural feelings” from what I’m reading, by 3-6 months when they start to resemble a person, it gets better, so I guess I’ll bank on that for now