hi. its me. i took a long break. just take a look at @drbollocks@lemmy.blahaj.zone if you wanna see how shitty a person i was and how bad my mental health was. i said people hated me for my autism but maybe not everyone was against me, and maybe it wasn’t my autism. maybe we were all just shitty people.

hell, i posted my SUICIDE online with a voice recording. i acknowledge that i wasn’t right in the head, please forgive me for the things i’ve done.

people have called me a troll in the past, i can guarantee that i’m not, i was just a mentally sick teen.

but in case anyone was wondering what happened to me or if i was still alive, i am :)

does anyone remember me? i hope not lol…

  • seathru@quokk.au
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    21 days ago

    Looking back on your past and cringing just means you are growing as a person.

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      20 days ago

      I remind myself of this whenever I remember something I’m embarrassed about or ashamed of. Feeling bad about the memory means you’re a better person now than you were then.