Yea only thing bro has done is drop off some shit to eat once that she couldn’t eat lol. Didn’t even see her in hospital. Granted they just had a bubs for the recent hospital stay but ol’ girl has been in and out for over a year so it’s not really an excuse in my mind. When they were over a few weeks ago when ol’ girl just got out, I was explaining the gravity of things and they just didn’t give a shit which annoyed me.

The eating thing is doing my head in. For over a year now for her it’s supposed to be 6 small things a day and I’m struggling to get just 1 in. Now with the bowel resection and her not eating for that long in recovery and the refusal I just can’t get enough volume of food in. When she was in good shape and sound mind she’d refuse ol’ boy’s bbqs anyway… lol.

I guess I just feel everything I’ve been trying to do (basically keep her at home and not in a home) has just fallen apart.