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Cake day: December 22nd, 2023

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  • Different person here but I can give my own reason.

    I stopped at the start of middle school. I was sorta just edgy while also hating he US military. More so to be a contrarian against my peers and specific adults, but that chip on my shoulder did come from me facing Islamaphobia growing up.

    From there, becuase I was a stubborn little asshole (well I’m still pretty stubborn, but hopefully more reasonable) I would do it to spite people who asked me to do it or if I understood what it meant.

    I don’t think there was anything more annoying go my teenage self then somebody telling me:

    “Just because the pledge/the national anthem/other ‘patriotic’ thing symbolizes something you see as bad doesn’t mean others think those things have the same meaning. So you should do them out of respect for others.”

    Maybe my neurodivergent ass just doesn’t get it, but that statement/sentiment infuriated me growing up, and I always found it insulting my intelligence. I came to be a leftist largely out of spite, contrararinism, and a longing to find flocks of other black sheep. I’m glad I started reading and enhanced my ideology into something actually coherent rather than stew in hatred and diverge into a more bitter person. A lot of those things still fuel some of my resolve, but I’m not guided by it like before. Ironically it was through materialism that I think I began to understand empathy.

    Apologies for rambling but I didn’t know how to finish my thoughts and just let myself ramble for the sake of it.












  • Born Muslim and I slowly went down the Bernie-Hassan-ML pipeline, and began reading Marxist texts. I think I started with the Manifesto, then chapter one of Capital, then maybe Blackshirts And Reds. From there I can’t remember what I read exactly but I used multiple reading guides on what to read next. I’ve also reread chapter one of Capital a few times but could never stick with the whole text. I’m going to come back to it after reading a few more things on my horizon which I feel will be useful. (Also so far my favorite text to simply read was Wretched of The Earth)

    I’m currently reading Palo Alto: A History of California, Capitalism, and The World, by Malcom Harris, which I’d recommend to any Californian Comrade. Even non-Californians could take something from it as well because I’d say it does a good job at providing an easy to follow narrative for how Capitalism in CA developed, which has been helpful to teaching me how to think about the logic of capital. (At least on a way that is easier to convey then some of Marx’s writings.)

    My parents are from Syria and Iran, and weren’t particularly anti-government (not exactly favorable eitheir but considered them better then US puppets) so I was never really inundated with the Imperialist propaganda about foreign adversaries. When you apply the logic that most of the what the US says about your community is bullshit, it becomes very easy to apply that to other countries, making you open to changing your biases when provided with enough evidence.