Yes, you’ve heard me right. I’m unemployed for a year now and getting depressed all the time with no hope on the future for me. I’m well educated but still getting offered like below minimum wage. It’s so hard to get a decent job and make something useful. I feel depressed all the time and this effects my reading ability so much. I can’t focus and go out since I’m broke. Luckily, my family didn’t kick me out yet but I feel like lost all ambition and desire to make something. I fear now, I’m gonna quit from living and be a number on a capitalism’s victim list. I’m struggling to find a reason to live nowadays.
Thanks for your words comrade. Literally, I’m living like If I die - I die because what is the other option that I can do? Work? Rejected. Friends? They abandoned me because of my political views. Family? They want to make me another cog in the machine with low paying jobs.
I’m living with this mentality but survived somehow.
And that’s the only thing that matters. Anything else can change in the most unpredictable ways, as long as you’re around to experience it c: