I see where you are coming from but I personally like Disability Pride. I have schizo affective disorder, Fibromyalgia and Ehlers Danlos syndrome. My mind and body are a dumpster fire on the best of day’s but I feel pride in my body never giving up and always doing its best despite everything wrong with it. I feel pride for my mind continuing to fight, sometimes for literal survival.
Your disabilities might not be something to feel proud of, but the fact you continue to live and function as much as you can, is.
I have 2 tortoises and their terrarium is in a separate room in our apartment. However, I can’t get this room cold enough in the winter for them to sleep so I was thinking about storing them in the shed. With current climate change however our winters don’t get cold enough anymore so I’m afraid the shed won’t either. Now I’m thinking about getting a small table top fridge for them to sleep in. I can put it on my desk and store some cans of drink in there as well :D